So I see...

I haven't written anything in ages. I hope you haven't been checking here daily.

You have been, haven't you?

Well, let's see what's been gwanin since nearly a month ago. Well, I left Brighton for home, which was good, because I was getting bored of being here and spending all my time on my own, but it turned out that after a few days at home I felt exactly the same. So it turns out wherever I go, I am bored and restless and generally unhappy. Great. But, I did read a good book. You should read it if you get the chance. It's called Sea of Poppies by Amitav Ghosh and it's easily one of the best novels I've ever read.

And then there was Christmas. I'm not sure whether I expected more from Christmas in general or have just become a massive grinch (though not green), but Christmas was pretty crap. Even the food wasn't as good as usual. Sigh. And don't get me started on new year, that's the biggest, most pointless celebration ever.

At least I got to see some of my favourite people over the period I was at home. I guess that was one good aspect of it. It's a shame I don't have more money cos at least then I'd be able to see people more often. And so we come to jobs. Damn frickin jobs. Ridiculously boring & repetitive BUT they equal money. And as we all know, money makes the world go round.

I don't want a job. And I don't want to grow up, ok?!

On the plus side, according to my psychometric test, I'm smarter than 90% of professionals and managers from various disciplines (despite my age and lack of experience); I am, however, and I basically paraphrase: immature, under confident and too self critical.

That's how it'll stay, no doubt. Unless you want to change this for me?